beralih angin (total rant&depressing thoughts)

omg neves gel

mmg dasar semua benda nak neves. tambah lagi la nktukar angin ni. lagiilaaaaa......

paling neves:
~ mana nakcari rumah sewa
~ transpot (rumah-tmpt keje........i really hate my driving-fearing-self right now)
~ new job environment & jobscope (like, colleagues' xpectations&hospitality&friendliness, or mcmana kalo depa soh travel somewhere, keep moving here and there [did i tell u the job title is PEGAWAI PROJEK, hello??apakah?knapa x ordinary librarian?] => ok, berbalik kpd ketakutan driving, dhla pusat kl)
~ sampai bila kena keje kl, i'm so lah kampung girl ok. i hate traffic jams, tolls at every roads/streets, congested areas, expensive mknn etc.

kesedihan:
~ parting from Nyenyet.....will she recognize me when i'm back home this Raya?...wont be able to hug&kiss her once she wakes up / b4 she goes to sleep anymore...padahal itulah rutin harian sejak ada baby kt umah. will miss her sweet baby smell...cuddling her to sleep...the toothless grins...the 'ta ta ta ga ga ma ma ba ba ge geh'...the cute wailing...the nonsensical sense of humour...the soft body...the dainty fingers...omg i need to hv my own baby right now
~ parting from mom n dad.....talking tru phone xseseronok face to face
~ parting from tilam (not bantals, since i'll be taking them together, harussss)
~ parting from home (cooking, lepaking, total security that u feel when u're within ur comfort area with ppl who u love, who wont stab u, whom u can depend on, where u can b at total ease)
~ parting from the LAIDBACK LIFESTYLE yang telah terbiasa selama half a year ini huhuhuhu

huhuhuhuhhuhu

resipi air asam for beginner/ ikan bakar

semalam tringin mkn ikan bakaq. maka harus ada air asam yg selama sangatlah tidak konfiden aku membuatnya (i.e. tak pernah buat sndr, hnya ikot arahan mak). pastu came across this googled recipe yg mengakibatkan pembuatan air asam sebanyak dua kali sbb laku hohoho. sedap sgt ke? ntah tanya la famili aku. for me, ok la, passable for air asam utk ratahan bersama ikan bakaq tersebut

BAHAN air asam

blender/tumbuk:
10 cili padi
1 cili merah
seketul bwg besar ( saiz sederhana)
sebiji tomato
3/4 sudu teh pati asam jawa
1 inci beacan
2 sudu besar gula (tidak menggunung ye)
2 sudu teh garam (tidak menggunung jugak)
air limau nipis/kasturi (setengah biji)
1 sudu besar sos cili (optional)

hiris:
5 - 10 cili padi (ikut pedas tolerance)
seketul bwg besar
sebiji tomato

CARA:
-- blender atau tumbuk benda2 tu dgn air sikit je. boh dlm bekas gaulan.
-- masukkan hirisan bawang besar (kalo rajin ramas dlm air asam td so air bwg terembes)
-- masukkan hirisan cili padi & tomato.
-- adjust rasa


ikan bakar:
-- garam kunyit ikan merah (kerisi) / temenung (kembong)
-- balut dgn daun lengkuas / pandan (optional, kalo balut aroma dia lg besh)
-- grill atas nonstick pan