omg neves gel
mmg dasar semua benda nak neves. tambah lagi la nktukar angin ni. lagiilaaaaa......
paling neves:
~ mana nakcari rumah sewa
~ transpot (rumah-tmpt keje........i really hate my driving-fearing-self right now)
~ new job environment & jobscope (like, colleagues' xpectations&hospitality&friendliness, or mcmana kalo depa soh travel somewhere, keep moving here and there [did i tell u the job title is PEGAWAI PROJEK, hello??apakah?knapa x ordinary librarian?] => ok, berbalik kpd ketakutan driving, dhla pusat kl)
~ sampai bila kena keje kl, i'm so lah kampung girl ok. i hate traffic jams, tolls at every roads/streets, congested areas, expensive mknn etc.
kesedihan:
~ parting from Nyenyet.....will she recognize me when i'm back home this Raya?...wont be able to hug&kiss her once she wakes up / b4 she goes to sleep anymore...padahal itulah rutin harian sejak ada baby kt umah. will miss her sweet baby smell...cuddling her to sleep...the toothless grins...the 'ta ta ta ga ga ma ma ba ba ge geh'...the cute wailing...the nonsensical sense of humour...the soft body...the dainty fingers...omg i need to hv my own baby right now
~ parting from mom n dad.....talking tru phone xseseronok face to face
~ parting from tilam (not bantals, since i'll be taking them together, harussss)
~ parting from home (cooking, lepaking, total security that u feel when u're within ur comfort area with ppl who u love, who wont stab u, whom u can depend on, where u can b at total ease)
~ parting from the LAIDBACK LIFESTYLE yang telah terbiasa selama half a year ini huhuhuhu
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2 comments:
to be honest, when i first got my real job i cried the day before mengenangkan nasib diri sendiri yg bkl pg kerja 8-5, xde cuti lame2 sampai pencen. hehehe. The nerves r normal, ruby, esp since it's going to be a permanent job, insyaAllah. Mula2 aku blk lunch kat rumah sebab x nk terima hakikat tht i wld spend most of my time kat office, tp giler la, sebab office n rumah dekat sejam gak jauhnya.
And it took me more or less 6 months to fall in love with my job.Then came the perfect set of colleagues, after tht weekend pon pg kerja sebab dh ade org yg sanggup melepak bersama buat kerja. M sure u'd find nice ppl to be friends with and something to make you strong despite whatever problems you might face at work, insyaAllah ameen.
chin up and all the best!
myra.....thank u, i really need that! up sket confidence lvl aku. tp tulah..6bulan nk dpt yg skepala, dunno whether i cn survive that. 1 of d reasons i quit from my job at uitm merbok dulu sbb xde geng, bley?
actually yg plg mnakutkn (ahh segannya nk admit) ialah i hv to face my biggest fear - driving. seriously. sapa bley idop d kl wthout a car, kn. time blaja xpela bley dok asrama, klua pon mostly for fun je. dh keje ni, msti ada kna pi mna2 n xkn nkharap public trnspot je kn. sgt kurang cnvnient
even ni keje kontrak, tp still la kn. xley bygkan kot 20-30yrs mnetap d kl.
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