Langkawi Short Getaway day 1

on the 20th and 21st of Dec, my parents had a seminar at Langkawi island. grabbing this chance as a quick getaway from our uhh so ordinary life, my oldest younger brother (Mat; I'm the Kak Long) and youngest sista (Asiah) and I tagged along. originally it were me & Asiah only, but after much seduction, Mat agreed to comply. the plan was simple: to go island hopping yeehuu!

we boarded via Marine Star II, the ticket was RM 23/pax from Kuala Kedah. it took about 1h++ to reach Kuah. then, we arrived at the seminar venue (The Baron Hotel) at around 3pm. but we had to wait until 4.30 pm before checking in to the room. ampes. lapar kot .we already bought nasi bungkus at the jetty, tapi malulah nkmkn dlm kafe tu kn. so, after my parents went into the seminar #1 slot, we  just played around in the waiting room, utilizing the whiteboard and marker pen (e.g: teka peribahasa, hangman etc).

ok, an hour passed, and we were starving. so apalagi, dengan kulit muka tak berapa tebal, we strolled to the Baron kafe's open air site, picked a quite secluded gazebo, buka bungkus and makan. muahaha sungguh kebulur, sungguh xmalu.

cmnila ala2 rope gazebo tuh, cumanya xde pagar & mengadap  kolam ikan kap

after fulfilling the basic need, it was about 5pm kot, we headed back into the waiting room. not long after that, Mak (my mommie) came to give the room key. dah check in tu, mandi2 lepakla...then at night, I was glued to the new TV3 drama series which replaces Cinta Elysa (oh yeah, saya ikut):Vanilla Coklat. baru nak underestimate, tp lawak kot!

maka thats all for the first day. penat travel je, xpegi mana2 pon

p.s:
this short getaway notes will be divided into 3 parts according to the days we were there. sekarang saya nkpegi mengaji - loghat utara untuk belajar - kt ustat Mutalib dolu. daaaaaaa

LOL! tapi berisi [cilok]

taken from anon @cursingmalay. the issue was about halal haram status of some eateries in Malaysia.

sebetulnya bagi pendapat aku lahh , sebab malaysia ni kate dia negara Islam. jadi kalo dah mcm tu , tak payah lah letak status halal lagiii... cume letak la status HARAM kat kedai2 yg mmg jual makanan/minuman yg haramm. Jabatan agama tak payah suruh syarikat2 tu apply sijil Halal. tapi diaorang nilah yg buat kerje pergi ke setiap restoran dan kedai2 ni dan buat pemeriksaan Halal atau Haram.. kalo Haram , immidiately la letak terus Logo atau sticker atau ape2 yg patut kat depan2 restoran ni. TAMPAL BESAR-BESAR "HARAM"... tapi memandangkan dgn cara bekerja orang2 jabatan kerajaan ni , aku yakin idea aku ni dorang tidak akan laksanakan...

this is a serious matter tp cara si anon tu tulis klaka kot! mmg ohsem kalo dapat laksanakan gini. kalo xde pape kt lua tmpt makan tu = halalllll. kalo ada tanda HARAM segedebuk kt dpn tmpt tu = haroommm. ok la an.

side note: Burger King ialah............

halal

harus dapatkan satu mana2 BK omg lama gila aku tahan xmkn sbb dulu kecoh psai statusnya diragui sbb the meat was directly imported from the US

rambut kaler kaler

kadang2 timbul rasa keinginan di hati nk kaler2 rambut. delete that. dh lama gila berangan nk dye my hair. cm shantek ja warna warni tu kan. sbb sdr diri kulit celup milo, takdelahnya mau kaler teruk2. just higlights here and there and voila...

paling mild. sembunyi2 gitew. okla xobvious mana

like, seriously fun!!! 

the color and the cut. harus drool

tp teringin je la, xpnh buat pon. sbbnya, selama ni aku berpegang yang kaler rambut tu mcm merubah kejadian tuhan, maka hukumnya haroooom.

tp pastu dengar2 hukumnya dibolehkan KALAU suami suruh. wah wah wah...kalau dh berlaki haruslah aku pengaruh laki suruh aku dye my mane kn. ngn dia2 skali aku hasut. kaler midnight blue, woot woot so syeksyee

hmm ye ke boleh camtu? kn ada kt pasaran color rambut yg halal suma. tambah lagi, terma 'merubah kejadian' pun aku da jadi 50-50. adakah color rambut tu sememangnya jatuh dlm konsep itu?, sbb berinai di rambut kn dibolehkan.

then recently ustaz mutalib (utaz plg glamer kt rantau Sbrg Perai ni) in his kuliyyah touched about this: (kesimpulan yg boleh dibuat pasal kaler rambut)

haram sbb ia menghalang air dari sampai ke helaian rambut.

kalo a touch je? fine. kalo highlight je mestila xganggu perjalanan air utk sapu kt kepala tu kn, tetapi.................sbg manusia normal, haruslah ada time2 kita berhadas besar. nk nk ladies. monthly tu sah2 makcik bloody mary dtg melawat. so mmg regular la kewajiban bersuci besar ni. i dunno bout guys but, in my limited knowledge, they easily terberhadas besar when they get excited (read: hard on. opps)

jadi. janganlah berasa mandi hadas kau sah, badan kau suci kalau ada part of your body yg tak kena air hatta sehelai rambut. sangat berat kot mende neh. kalo xsuci sah2 solat tiang-agama-tinggal-1kali-80tahun-siksaan itu sia2 ja.



baiklah, persoalan yang mahu ditimbulkan di sini ialah:
1) ada tak brand kaler rambut yg sure pasti punya air boleh telus

kalau ada bagitau please. nk grab 1 laju2

oh btw. melayu rambut karat ialah burok. rs cm nk simbah cat

That Awkward/Sentap Moment When... #1

you left a comment on somebody's blog entry / FB wall post
(u 2 know each other quite well),
and was ignored
e.g
           ['X' is a replacement for that somebody]
1) u can see X's response to other comments, with yours in the middle unacknowledged;
2) no response at all, even u're the only that commented
3) na-da, even u're the one who wrote on the wall (as in 'post', not just 'comment'; in case of FB wall). u just exist in X's friend list. yet when u see in X's FB activities, X is active (not applicable to older family members whom u've tagged like 1000 times but didnt realize it)




takdelah sentap cuma awkward aje
tapi kes 2 & 3 tu rasa cm nk kick dr list je kan...oh well. dh pon. ha, sentap ke tak sentap tew

apa menatang bX-l4u1mh tuh

ialah error utk edit blogger layout [ala yg ada 'favicon' kt atas tu]

e.g: harini aku nk add new reading list bertajuk 'resipi' utk menghumban segala e-buku rujukan resipiku.
tapi yg kuaq hanyalah bendalah kod atas tu, sambey dia soh buat aduan atau ushar discussion kt Blogger Support / Blogger Help Group.
bila check2, masalah ni ramai dh adu, tapi masih takdak penyelesaian.

jadi, penyelesaian jangka pendek yg telah di ambil ialah dgn humban buku resipi ke list

'services cambest'

bley?

mental note: da fix nanti sila add the intended reading list. okey, self?




tula dulu2 ko dok ikut blog2 resipi tuh xmo buat kumpulan dia awai2. dh depa kna mnyibok kt group org len. kesyian kt depe (gaya utara fail ckp key elle)

why ustaz don is a big yes yes

bak kata myra he's cute - yes he is, okla - and that his technique & style are laid back, sempoi and entertaining.
having not subscribing to astro at home, I've never had the chance to watch his show before.
then after much procrastination due to allkpop, seoulbeats, beautiful nara, all the blogs on the bloglist, random youtube channels , I turned on his kuliyyah on the Youtube just now.

oh yeah, he is as how I thought he was, even more 'user-friendlier' with his new-generation-lingo-style. it's as if u're conversing with your own friends. so you wont feel like he's from the other part of the world with his superior islamic knowledge grandeur - it's refreshing. methinks this is a wise way to reach youngsters' heart.

BESIDES..... i just found out that he's using the northern dialect.

DIA.CAKAP.UTARA 

omg how cuter can it be?

do you realize how adorable for men to speak in the northern dialect?
how funnier&friendlier&light hearted they seem? do you? DO YOU?
maybe i'm biased for being so used to having northern-dialect-speaking-people around me, but i'm so getting a spouse of one. hopefully soon


------------------------------- 30 minit ustaz don ep. 4 bhgn 1 ----------------------------

salah satu sebab doa tak makbul (e.g. sembuhkan sakit etc) ialah sebab BACAAN YANG TIDAK TEPAT. contoh: doa hindar gangguan makhluk halus -

a u'zubi kalima tillahit tammmmmmaa ti min~ syarrima kholaq

'tamma' itu haruslah 6 harokat ya

sama jugak, knapa solat tak khusuk
= bacaan TAK TEPAT, KALUT, PANJANG PENDEK DENGUNG semua langgar je.
satu lagi, haruslah yakin&tertib time wudu'  sbb was2 dlm berwuduk bakal hadirkan was2 dlm solat
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
ok continue watching ustat don's

humbled

dragged to the career carnival just to lure my unemployed brother to search for ANY job felt like shit. i've been to many and i know there wont be suitable offers for me. jauh. panas. sesak. lapar

then i saw my mother's hopeful glance

and my father's approval grin

and my anger melted away

Misz Rubz'z Song of the Month

BYou know that kind of music/song which u've listened to like 1k times already but u keep wanting to replay it again and again and again. u just cant have enuff of it sometimes it drives ur friends/siblings/colleagues to the wall

this is the song that i'm addicted to lately - since last 2 weeks +/-
a new song by Wonder Girls from their latest album Wonder World entitled WonderPets in Wonderland. TROLOL it would be a nightmare.

the name's Stop!, and yep, sung by that Wonder Girls who sang 'I want nobody nobody but you!'.
here's the romanized version of the song:

side note: methinks the lateral sound in 'geol' (1:03) is hilarious - its is my most favourite part. this song kind of reminds me of spice girls'. and i like spice girls => ohh those catchy classic pops

other songs that i like in this album: Nu Shoes (the only fully english song here); Me, In; 두고두고 (no idea how to pronounce it, but itsa pleasant song); Be My Baby and Girls Girls

credit for the video: kpopStrawberry

tak patut

i must be crazy
having a crush towards way way younger (like, wayyyy) male is a big no no, not in the past, not ever
dhla student (sepbek xajar)
sbb simpati. rs seorg lelaki itu seksi bila he has endured hardships and become stronger, maturer and wiser in return
tp underage
gilo
pedo
mgkin aku dh btoi gilo dokwat esemen org
fuck myself for being desperate for not having a well paid nor PERMANENT job
fuck its almost 1pm zemohs gonna come here to fetch to berjimba @penang.

agak2 dia layan rap tak

tadi mak masuk bilik
aku ingat dia nak chek aku tgh batpa pastu kondem (slalunya kalo conscious aku akn ttp semua windows yg lagho2 dan tinggalkan yg err.. kurang lagho)
so td aku pon konon2 bkla Word konon2 nkstart buat esemen kwn dia (da abes blajaq pon still kna wat esemen org, sungguh tekanan.  n sungguh xley pakai graduan OUM ni HAHAHA sila terasa)

neway, aku lmbat start mmgla partly sbb skenyee keje las menet, tapi....bnyak kot paper budak kna tanda. 4 kelas tuuu. org lain 2 kelas ja. slumber buli aku yg bergelar gantian ni je.
stop whining. terus kpd cita mak tadi.

pastu dia stat mukadimah

anak mak ni dh besaq (senyum2)
ok. awkward. waddahel. kalo intro cenggini tak lain tak bukan....
nk tanya ni, ada kawan dak...
aku dh agak dahhhh
tongtangtongtang ada org tanya tongtangtongtang so tula nk tnya kalau ada tongtangtontang..dak aih..mak bukan nksuruh jadi terus, ya la org2 la ni kna knai dulu...tongtangtongtang
(dan seterusnya sampai habis hajat dihatinya sambil diselangi oleh eeeaaaoooiiiaaa aaa my in denial rengekan keluhan dan sesalan)


maka amekkau rap seketul:


MAK MAK MAK
TAK PERLU SEKARANG MAK
AKU BYK KERJA MAK
ESEI LAGI DUA KELAS XTANDA MAK
ESOK DH NK MASUK MARKAH MAK
ESEMEN CHU N KWNMU AKU BELUM SETAT MAK
LUSA DH NK HANTAQ MAK

O MAK MAK MAK
KAU TAHU AKU BKN MULTITASKER SGT MAK
TAU TAK MESTILAH AKU AKAN PIKIR2 MAK
WHY U TELL TELL ME MAK MAK
BKN KAU TAKTAU SBB SANGATLAH NAMPAK KOT MUKA AKU GAYA ANAK PLESIT SERABAI DOK WAT KEJA
TAPI KAU MMG JENIS XLEY SIMPAN MCM AKU JUGAK KAN MAK
WHY U TORTURE TORTURE ME MAK

U MAKE ME WANNA STALK EVALUATE ANALYZE DAT DAT..DAT..DAT AGHH...MAK!
U SHUDVE KNOWN I'M SO LAH FULL OF CURIOSITY MAK OI
ABES KEJA AKU MCMANA MAK
WHY MAK WHY NOW
WHY JUST RITE AFTER I DECIDED TO STAY UP ALL NITE 4 D ESEMENS

OH BARU TRINGAT, KNAPA TADI KAU TNYA BERAT AKU MAK
AGH AGH AGH MAK O MAK
RUPANYA SBB KAU NK DESCRIBE AKU KN MAK KN
SGT XPERLU MNYENTUH ISU MY THE VERY LIGHT WEIGHT KOT MAK
SAMPAI HATIKAU MAK




jadi begitulah. now back to bisnes.

i know! sangat takperlukot tyme2 neh. lagi 3hr je pon nk weeken nkbitau pape pown

ok ok ok da byk buang masa, sila  postpone reaction
now ialah masa utk tetpkan minda
FOKUS! siapkan esemen! esok smbung chek ketas! i can do it! yes i can! i'm good at writing! m good at finding info!  m good at last minute work! m good at repeking! m better than good!



...nak rait ketas ke nk wat esemen....

aku doa kau sedar diri cepat2

ukur baju kt bdn sndr la brader

kita xbrapa nk ada duit cuba buat cara xbrapa berduit

pandai2 la jimat

smp bila nktadah tgn kt makbapak

eh lupa abah ko jauh mna nkhulur

tp masalahnye ko dok TADAH KAT TABUNG ANAK BUAH AKU

asshole, tu semua utk lampinsusuubatbaju

bukan nkbela rokok kau, daily burger intake kau (sangat watdahel mcm xde ns)

tau buat anak silala pandai jaga

jgn japg makan pakai anak pon nkharap bapak ko pakmak mentua ko pulak

rentikanle perangai2 bodoh tu

aku doa sangat2 moga ko cepat sedar diri

kalau tak biar aku bela

aku benci kau buat blog aku mcm diari duri

DESPERATE NK KIJO KT KUIS

umum mengetahui hatiku ini mmg cm lalang cpt gile berubah.

kn aritu pi intebiu kt kuis. pastu dlm hati dok pikir, 'hmm xdpt pon xpala tmpt ni dhla kecik, ulu, skema (sbb xnmpak bdk berslendangs/pashmina) gila kontrol abes aku kt cni

skali kauuu
google2 nama USTAT DON, lecturer ctu ropanya

well knapa ngn ustat don itew?ada apa dgn dia? siapa dia?

ntahle xknl sgt. tp rata2 org kata he rawks. n quite good looking. makanya mmg jatuh ciri2 idaman malayalah kau.
agama ada, rupa ada, lawak ada, sporting ada. cukuple pakej la keranya. sapa xmo beb

so apa kaitan ngn keja kt kuis dgn kebarangkalian melekat ngn ustat tesebut?

hmm. ada kbarangkalian utk tserempak jela. flirting flirtus jgn harap. tu pon 5% ja (slama dkt seploh taun dok uia ada serempak ngn penceramah2 msk TV? never kot...atau mngkn sbb xkenal)

ok ok pasni mau stalk klip ceramah deyni. butui ke sempoi. butui ke iras asyraf muslim bekas idaman malaya jugak itu


sblm stalk kita layan gambar curik of him

muka skema

gaya 'no no no jgn ngorat ana...'

gaya puas hati dpt ajar dgn best

gaye gile pak arab dowh

apakah gaya ini...grrrr

finally....gaya mintak cubit mata.....

(a.k.a gaya tgn kuceng 'bo beep bo beep' by t-ara. eh, bang ustat pown layan korea kerrr)

ooook cukup cukuplah dr menyimpang ini. mari kita cari isi dakwahnya pulaaaa ya



update 3/11/2011:
PERMOHONAN ANDA GAGAL.
oh~~sungguh keciwa. bang ustat! kita tiada jodoh bang ustat! saya doakan bang ustat bahagia dgn bakal isterimu itu uhuk uhuk

pakai cawat menari gaya native american

sambil pusing api
or lari dan ramai2 hempap tukang sepak bola masukk gol
or henjut2 cm kera nusaibah dpt snatch nasi kandar mamak hs cafe

bila first time berjaya download enovels yg da bkurun dok cari how to tapi baru hari ni dpt memanglaaaa rasa cm nkwat perkara2 di atas tu
teruja dowh! banyak gila plak tuuuu. kenyangla otak aku smp ujung taun dpn kot

gila bimbo sng je pon sbnrnye. secara lamenya berkata pd diri sndiri  'hm why havent i tot bout it earlier'. tula kalo da mmg rabun IT tu mmgla harus sendiri sedar. asek2 dok harap sumber donlods dari org2. sungguh lampi.

maka azam lepas ni ialah belajar memuat turun muvies and series.
sementalah itew kitew sambung bace buku citew dulew...yeuwah!

bitchy me: of camwhores

do u feel like bitching somebody sometimes? tak kesahla mmg sbb dorg cari pasal ngn korang atau korg sndr hormon imbalanced atau bisikan sesetan menghasut atau saja2 je sbb korg bosan atau dhlama terpendam di sanubari.

i dont know u guys but i do.

sometimes its not even relevant, the other times mcm menghina ciptaan Tuhan. tapi tulah, i just cant control this not so pure mind of mine.

and when the thought surfaces, have to let it out, have to let them out. justification: better than ngumpat coz no names are revealed/ associated with. those who ate the chilly will taste the hot fire gile direct translation.

btw, felt like bitching today after FBing just now. u know i've nothing against camwhores coz hey i'm one too if i'm with a camera. yep, i've the ability to make ppl puke by seeing me acting cute/sweeter than sugar/strange/retarded. tapi tolonglah bkn mmg nk kutuk ok

here's my first bitchy statement:

u know your photos, the ones that u post like every two days, no matter from which angle, at any location, and on any outfit - they are 

fugly

ur face still tak cute or even endearing pon

penat nk cringe 

FUH. LEPAS SATU BEBAN

yuk key elle!

this one can be considered as entry tergempaq

just want to note down that m having an interview this coming monday. itis @KUIS for the librarian position.

ok agak freak out sikit sbb xhengat which librarian position had i asked for aritu. wey dh 2 bln + kot anta appl. form tuh dorg xbg respons papepon. aku ni cananggg la kta KUIS kejam dhla x pnggil, x acknowledge pghantaran form plak tu. tut tut last week call xnyempat soh pi intebiu. xdn nk antaq surat panggilan katanya. EMM OKAY

so, insyaAllah this wud be the first ever interview regarding librarianship.

(wait a sec. dang i had one back in 2010 wth britsh council for librarian ASSISTANT but they rejected me. dhla ssh kne critical thinking nk isi form die tu, janji nkbgtau reasons knape xnk amek aku smp skg abok pon tadak)

ANYWAYS
this is my first time of applying for a permanent librarian post. sbb nk tegar kn, so kna beria sket. sket je, xsmp tahap poyo. beria in the sense that check institution bground objctvs achvmnts wants/needs (e.g. whch librrn vacancy) etc AND my credibility (i.e. all learnt theories&applications plus experiences too).

in which satu haram pon xstadi lg. mmg haram sbb dhlupa kot mende2 covered during my study dolu. tula byk sgt mkn asam. tapi kalo die tnya mende2 grammar OK gak sbb dan prektis 2 bln. ok xkaitan. u're not applying for cikgu position rubz

GABRA NI GABRA. APA DIA NKTNYA AA ESOK.
malu dowh kta masters tp cikai. tidakkk aku harus mnjaga nm baik institusi tersayangku UIA itu. serta x-lectures, classmates, admin staff, pakgad ruqayyah etc.

huhu...
sepbek makabahmatasiah ikot pi skali. xbyk pon tenang sketla kot. c asiah tu syokla bley ponteng skolah hr isn sbb intebiunya isn. adaka patut mak aku encourage dia ponteng. xpatut xpatut (nada jeles sbb time lepas PMR dulu skolah jauh benor xdek makbapak nklayan jln2. sngguh ces)

smpt lagi cr doa

1. Doa hilang neves

Surah at-Talaq : 2 - 3 (ayat seribu dinar) + Ayat Kursi

2. 1 Doa time solat before pi intebiu. (i.e. xkesah wajib or sunat; after surah al fatihah rakaat first)

Surah al-Isra' : 78 - 80

panjangggggg. xsmpt nk cari.

2.2 baca pas alfatihah rakaat kedua: Surah Nashr (iza jaa ansrullahi wal fath)
2.3 pas bg salam bc: Ayat Kursi & surah al-Quraysh
2.4 finally bc time berdoa':


Wahai Tuhanku,
aku memohon pertolongan dengan Mu dan saku menyerah diri kepada Mu. Wahai Tuhanku, mudahkanlah untukku kesukaran pekerjaanku dan mudahkanlah untukku kesukaran perjalananku dan rezekikanlah daku kebajikan lebih banyak dari yang saya minta dan palingkanlah daripadaku segala kejahatan.

Wahai Tuhanku, lapangkanlah dadaku, dan mudahkanlah urusanku. Wahai Tuhanku, bahwasanya aku memohon pemeliharaan Mu dan mempertaruhkan kepada Mu diriku, agamaku, ahliku dan kerabat-kerabatku dan segala nikmat yang telah Engkau berikan kepadaku dan kepada mereka, baik mengenai akhirat mau pun mengenai dunia, peliharakanlah kami semua dari segala kejahatan, wahai Tuhan yang mulia.

ku akui kesucian Mu wahai Tuhanku..
Amin,Ya Rabbil Amin..

3. Doa before langkah masuk intebiu

i) al Fatihah
ii) ayat Kursi
iii) 3 Qul
iv) doa nabi Musa (rabbisy shrohli sadri wayassirli amri...)

All the BEST, misz rubz. believe in urself, pray hard, insyaAllah u can do it. Go Go Go!

Tarik Menarik Jodoh, boleh?

Taken from my friend's wall which was taken from shared file as well

ha ambek kau besau gabak aku post. ok, as read from the comments in the fb wall, this prayer's claimed to be from doa in dato' harun din's book. as i dont have the opportunity to get in touch wth the actual piece, so lets just accept this one. ah nk caye gak xkireee. ni plak versi feminine pinkish gitew

PLUS, we can combine this wth several Quranic verses which i got from dr.bahyah not long time ago dr rancangan bak kta Sepah 'MANISNYA KURMA ITU (haisyh awatla hampa pecah sepah oii)
btw, the ayahs, which should be recited every time after daily prayers are:

1) Surah Yusuf : 4 

Khasiat lain bagi ayat ni =
-- If consistently mengamalkan ayat diatas 33x after EVERY daily prayers, aura diri akan terserlah setiap hari dan masyarakat sekeliling akan menghormati dan mengasihani kita, InsyaAllah
-- bley try jugak --> baca pd semangkuk/segelas air, then sapu kt muka. InsyaAllah doa dimakbulkan

2) Surah al-Anbiya' : 89

"Dan (ingatlah kisah) Zakaria, tatkala ia menyeru Tuhannya: “Ya Tuhanku, janganlah Engkau membiarkan aku hidup seorang diri dan Engkaulah Waris Yang Paling Baik."

--- Better yet to extend the above doa with this one:

"ya Allah...cukuplah Engkau sahaja yang menjadi pemeliharaku di dunia dan di akhirat kelak.

dengarkanlah rintihan hamba-Mu yng dhaif ini

jangan Engkau biarkan aku sendirian di dunia mahupun di akhirat kelak. sebab itu menjuruskan aku ke arah kemungkaran.

maka, kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman, supaya aku dan dia dapat membina kesejahteraan hidup ke jalan yang Engkau redhai

dan kurniakanlah padaku keturunan yang soleh"

 3) Surah al Qisas : 24

"maka Musa pun memberi minum kpd binatang2 ternakan mereka, kemudian baginda pergi ke tempat teduh lalu berdoa: Wahai Tuhanku, sesungguhnya aku sangat berhajat kpd sebarang pemberian rezeki yang Engkau berikan"


Kalau dr ustzh bahyah tiga ayat tu je. tambahan bwh ni sbb byk gak site yg mentioned these ayah(s?):

4. Surah Taaha : 131 - 132

“Janganlah pandangan mata kamu terpesona melihat perhiasan kehidupan (yang Kami beri kepada orang2 kafir) yang menjadi ujian padanya. Dan rezeki kurniaan daripada tuhanmu (Allah) itulah lebih baik dan kekal (balasan Syurga)."
"Dan perintahkanlah ahli keluargamu seta umatmu mengerjakan solat, dan hendaklah tekun sabar menunaikannya. Kami tidak meminta rezeki darimu, bahkan Kamilah yang mengurniakan rezeki kepadamu. dan ingatlah kesudahan yang baik itu adalah bagi mereka yang bertaqwa”

kelebihan lain ayat ni:
Rasulullah perintahkan keluarganya membaca ayat ini ketika berdepan kesempitan rezeki. InsyaAllah pengamal akan mendapat rezeki yang luas dan 'low profile' <-- taken bulat2 from the source. maybe it's implied to rezeki kecik2 tp mencurah2.

5. Surah Taubah : 128 - 129

kelebihan lain:-
baca 7 kali setiap selesai solat fardhu dgn tertib selama-lamanya, maka yang lemah menjadi kuat, jika hina menjadi mulia, jika kalah menjadi menang, jika sempit menjadi lapang rezekinya, ketika susah menjadi gembira, ketika miskin menjadi kaya dan apabila mempunyai hutang dapat membayarnya.

6. Surah an-An'am : 103

7. Surah Yaasin : 72

" Dan Kami tundukkan haiwan-haiwan itu utk mereka, maka sebahagiannya menjadi tunggangan mereka dan sebahagiannya mereka makan"

last but not least (like seriously)

8. Surah al-An'am : 83 -88

sbb yg ni pnjng, so the translation tu selak sndr

extras:
amalan bwh ni telah selamat di copy paste. sbb mls so ubah kaler background je tanpa carik arabic tranliteration. alah mau seribu daya kan ko cr la sndr

>>> Membaca selawat Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. Hendaklah dibaca paling minimum 1000 kali dalam sehari semalam. InsyaAllah doa anda akan termakbul oleh Allah SWT.

"Allahumma shalli wasallim ëalaa sayyidinaa Muhammad. Waíalaa aali sayyidinaa Muhammad.”

"Ya Allah, semoga kesejahteraan dan keselamatan tercurah kepada junjungan Nabi Muhammad saw., dan segenap keluarga beliau".

>>> Doa bagi mendapat bakal isteri yang baik –  surah al-Furqan : 74

“Ya Tuhan kami, anugerahlah kami, isteri kami dan keturunan kami, sebagai penyayang hati kami, dan jadikan kami imam bagi orang-orang yang bertakwa (Muttaqin)”

>>> Membaca Surah Yusuf pada sebekas air yang bersih sebanyak 3 kali pada malam Jumaat. Gunakan air itu untuk mandi pada tiga pagi berturut-turut dan diminum 7 kali setiap hari selama tiga hari berturut-turut. InsyaAllah doa akan dimakbulkan.

>>> Amalkan membaca surah Yassin pada setiap malam. Sebelum membaca, niatkan di dalam hati supaya Allah SWT menyegerakan jodoh, memberikan jodoh yang terbaik dan beriman untuk anda.

>>> Surah al-Fatihah juga mengandungi banyak faedah dan keberkatan jika sentiasa diamalkan. Amalkan membaca surah ini sebanyak yang mungkin sambil berniat diberikan jodoh yang baik dan beriman kepada Allah SWT.

~~phew~~

lame kowt wat research google blog hopping bagai demi mngumpul tips2 neh. smpt la entri ni menjeruk sebulan. tp xpa. nak kawen pny pasai. tp tu ah kdg2 tringin mau mnikah kdg2 sonok idop bujang. the driving force tu tak trasa lg kot. but waitttttt....nati time gatai gila mghenyam teketaq nkkawen nati jes refer cni ja xyah susah2 cr dh. 

(ye ker xde force tu Misz Rubz...)



ah bia aa... mmg aku ske be in denial pon. sibokk jek


sources: mdm cupid, Semanis Kurma, bro naim,

pre 2nd graduation

YEAY! i guess thats how should i be feeling now







sigh



if i'm ever so happy, then why why why this dreadful heart wrenching turmoil is eating my insides .
why cant i be content of what i have
why should i measure my failure to their success
why must i appraise my pitiful lonely self to their achievements

feeling sorry for yourself wont change a thing
i should be joyful for them
i should be able to SHARE their happiness

but the words just wont sink
and the heart keeps weeping

keciwa sblm usia

mmg sah tak ikot the cameron trip.
maka tunas2 gatai itu mengecut sblm smpat bercambah mnjd bunga (ehh??)
hmm

its quite pathetic to have to rely on miracles/rare occurrences for these things to take place
sometimes i wish i were brave enough to let it out
bak kata org belum cuba belum tau
so why not give it a shot, kn
approach tgk, who knows the response is positive


tetapi
nmpknya
i'm not over self insecurities la
esp the fear of being rejected
so cane nkwat?

maybe the first step is...

menjadi kurus

so keyakinan pon bertambah
bila keyakinan meningkat, akan jd berani
bila jd berani, tak perlu lg bersembunyi

*mcm lmbt lg je nk jd berani, sbb xkn mngurus dlm ms terdekat*

tapi bila dh kurus, first2 nk ngorat dey ni:

takeshi kaneshiro: hero time skolah rendah. stil hawt~

tak paham. kami akan engkau

antara perkara yg paling menyedihkan adalah tak bertegur sapa dgn keluarga sendiri. walau serumah. bkn sbb gaduh. bkn sbb tak puas hati. myb sbb awkward. sbb xbiasa bertegur sapa. xbesa pandang mata.

sedihnya rasa bila mereka yg diikat dgn darah diletak nombor dua. ka nombor tiga?lima?sepuluh?

mgkn lupa. diakhirnya yg terikat dgn darah nilah yg xkn paling, yg xkn buang, yg xkn putus.

God even said that treating ur family/relatives is more rewarding than upon others.
family-relatives-friends-strangers
thats the hierarchy of priority. not the other way around. memberi kepada serta menggembirakan keluarga tu kan lebih utama & mulia

hmm...utama ke bila pandang muka pun xbisa?
kenapa ? salah siapa? salahkan ego kita? hebat sangatkah kita?

gatai

one of the classes that i'm teaching asked me to be their guru pengiring for their year-end trip to Cameron Highland. seemed that they have asked other teachers but none are willing to go because of the PMR etc. aku pa lagi ketaq pala, kesian tu kesian, tp .................................. I'm not paid on weekends, guys, sy ni gaji hari je ~~~ lgpon tak pernah kot ikut rombongan skolah SEBAGAI cikgu.

ekculi seekculinya sy takut.

takut tak pandai control budak pastu dorg jd tak terkawal, 

takot tak pandai bergaul (e.g. memboringkan/awkward) dgn budak pastu affect r'ship kitorg/my teaching dlm kelas,

takot tak pandai kwl keadaan pastu ada bdk yg hilang/cedera/histeria/sakit

PALING TAKOT: tak pandai control diri sendiri............why????? sebabnya....

                  bila sy SANGAT menjadi diri sendiri, maka sy akan

                  - tak brapa nk matang dlm berpakaian (e.g. too casual/comell sangat)

                  - tak brapa nk berhemah dlm percakapan (pencarutan guna usual tongue pekat utara vs. English as in class je)

                  - tak brapa nk sopan santun dlm perlakuan (e.g. ghalit shopping/tido@mkn loklaq/kalut/cepat panik/overly laid back/garuk bontot/)

kesimpulannya = tak brapa ke'cikgu'an. lalu bila di kelas, bdk x bape respek

so knapa 'gatai?

just found out the other guru pengiring ====> my light crush (light=permulaan/main-main)

so

terus rasa gatai

ouw..meowwwww

kelirunyeeeeee nk pegi ke taknakkk

kebetulan time tu konvo. patut mmg xley ikot xkesahla gatai ke x. tp bdk2 tu snggup nk tukar tarikh trip ke the next week..adoh

tentang dia yg dekat

My dearest closest cousin is engaged, YEAY! Sooo happy for her its finally happened, successfully & joyfully amidst the minor hassle/confusion here and there (except for the cepumas question yg ni pulak bila lagi..duh...its not about me its about her Ok, so just focus on her plz!).

first lemme brief about this cousin of mine. her name is dylla faz (nama glamer la konon), first daughter of my dad's younger bro and I think because of our age (she's a year younger than me) and our location (our current homes (mak abah msg2 punya) are opposite ke kanan sikit je with each other's) make us really close. and of course our similar interests/sense of humor/palahotak elevate that to

Best Cousin Foreva

a.k.a 

BCF

gitew. she's like my third leg (boleh?), all because mau pigi berseronok ialah ajak dia & dia slalu ON aja. dan tmpt favourite tentulah that lame 10mins-driving-distance Jusco itew. so lame we just wear flip flop jamban ja - this one day she even wore tracksuit sbb xplan pon nkpi tp terpegi jugak

and she's also the one you could always ALWAYS count on. serious. sukew jew lyn aku yg byk demand ni, THANK YOU darling gerl, I heart you a pool! (u know how much i love swimming pools, rite?)

OK ckup psl backgroud intro. moh cita psl td yg berlaku pd sabtu yg bersejarah ini. the E ceremony op koz. well i think its an elongated one, considering the fact that we started masak2 and jamu2 makan since friday. mmg penat! tapi sangatttttt sukaaaaaa esp. sbb ramai sedara blah klantan turun. lama kot tok jupo set2 nu, meghiah suguh! (how's my klate mek dila, ok dok? fine, FAIL).

perjalann majlis =
(jumaat) pagi: potong memotong utk lunch n dinner
           tghr: lunch sdaramara blah bapaks (my pak, her pak, paksu, pakndak,
                   toksu etc)
           ptg: dinner with set2 klate (sdare blah her mom yg also berbau baceng ngn
                  my mum) yg telah tiba
           mlm: jamu set2 johor/KL (the bakal tunang's family and frens) hai ramai
                  pulek kawan c wan ni dtg smp terkonpius aku ni tunang ke akad??????

           MUAHAHAHA SILA TERASA

(sabtu) pagi: siap2 utk bfast pastu bfast wth the large large family yg telah gathered
           pagi lewat: we all+org kg started msk2 for the knuri
           tghr: majlis tahlil (plus tahfiz students from ujung kg.), pastu depa mkn dulu.
                   ketibaan tetamu lain
           1-3pm: (blank) sbb zzz~jange mare mek dylla. ambo kononya penak sangak 
           3pm: the rombongan meminang tiba n maken2 supaya temper
                   semuanya berada dalam kawalan ahaks
           4pm kot: sarung2 cincin salam2 gitu
           5-6pm: sedara/org kg je tinggal mkn2 lg. abes sudah.

tema biru, pink sket, hijau pon terselit (acara guna yg ada). set baju, mekap dan bunga tangan dari Jalinan Kasih (yg sponsor faezah elai tu). mekap ok la. real life nmpak cake-y, tp dlm photos cantek. kot. sbb i didnt snap even 1 pic during the day. maka tpaksa mnagih gambars from atie/jue/mirah/syakila etc. so the pics will be updated soon.

ok stop jap sbb nk pi tmpt lame favourite place itu with family. kesimpulannya seronok sbb acara family gathering. oh, and they loved my triffle pudding. dorg la ckp, mayb sbb depan2 so nk jaga hati, mayb juga sedap betul. for me, this first trial masih ada ruang utk diperbaiki (ayat berhemah tak sedap mana pon ko jgn prasan). pics for this pon nati la ek. babai nk mandi dgn ucapan utk dylla fazz:

ANG MSH BELUM KAWEN SO MASIH KENA LAYAN AKU

                         

disertakan doa : 

ya Allah, jika sudah tertulis dlm suratanMu, maka panjangkanlah jodoh depa ni dylla faz & wan hingga ke taman syurgaMu. aamin.

Kek Batik

Selama ni my sister si roshdon tu yg beria buat kek ni. aku ngap aje. but now she's away and toksiah my youngest sis is also at her hostel so there's no one to b bullied tuk wat kek tu. maka tepaksa buat for mini family get together raya ke 11 atau senang cite the second raya weekend aritu. the recipe below is a combination from ilmu mak dan some bloggers (rujuk bwh2). by the by, here's the recipe:

(Because my family heart this cake, even tak jempot org pon mmg akn buat dlm kuantiti yg byk)

Bahan-bahan:

250g butter /sebuku kecik buttercup
200g Milo /sepeket kecil Milo
1 cawan serbuk koko
505g susu pekat manis /setin kecik
2 sudu teh esen vanila
5 biji telur
Secawan air panas (optional utk kek lebih lembut)
600g biskut Marie / 2bungkus

Bahan tambahan optional: Kekacang (hazelnut, almond, pistachio etc)
                                 Plain rice crips (Kellog's plain Rice Krispies)
                                 1sk Nescafe

Topping juga optional:  Homemade chocolate topping (panaskn 3sb butter + 100g
                             cooking choc bar/stengah bar besar + 1sb cocoa powder)
                             Colorful choc rice

Cara-cara:

1. Patahkan biskut marie kpd 2 atau 4 bhgn.
1.1. (utk org normal/kejar masa) Letak kuali besar atas dapur. Terus ke no.2
1.2. (utk org rajin/lebih masa) Utk lapisan kek yg lebih kemas, sediakan loyang
        berasingan. Alas dgn non-stick baking paper/aluminium foil. Pastikan 
        paper/foil lebih tinggi dari loyang.

2. Adunkan kesemua bahan kecuali butter, telur dan biskut (dan bahan tambahan
   optional) dlm satu bekas. Pukul telur dgn hebat dan masukkan ke dlm adunan tu.
   (use mixer if you must, tak guna pon takpe nati nk kacau dlm kuali jugak)

3. Masukkan adunan ke dlm kuali dan kacau smp sebati. Boh butter yg dalam keadaan
    suhu bilik. Kalo butter tu fresh dr peti sejuk, panaskan dulu butter dlm kuali, bila dh
    cair terus masukkan adunan tadi. [make sure api dlm medium  low heat so butter dan lain2 tak hangit]

4. Sentiasa kacau sampai adunan sebati pekat likat berbintil2. Kalo tak nati kek
    sememeh.Tutup api.

5. Masa untuk menggabungkan adunan coklat dan biskut marie (+ bahan tambahan
    optional). Pilihan:

5.1. Masukkan biskut ke dalam kuali dan gaul smp semua biskut bersalut dgn coklat td. 
     Tuang dlm bekas leper. Letak topping kt ats sekali. Sejukkan dlm peti sejuk
     plg kurang dlm 2 - 3 jam sebelum makan. Siapp

5.2. (yg guna loyang lapik ngn wrapper td)

5.2.1 Tuang selapis adunan coklat ke dalam loyang. Susun selapis biskut elok2.
      Tuang lapisan coklat kedua dgn nipis, lepastu susun biskut lagi. ulang sampai
      semua coklat/biskut habis. lapisan coklat interlayer tu nipis je  ok. lapisan last
      sekali yg paling atas tu ialah coklat.

5.2..2 Ratakan kek dgn wrapper yg lebih2 tadi. tekan sikit2 je nati biskut patah lak.
       Dhtu boh dlm peti 2-3 jam. siapp. makan.

Cara potong:  guna pisau yang dibasahkan dan lap pisau tu. Kalo tak biskut crumbs melekat2 kt bhgn atas kek. Potongan seterusnya lap pisau nagn kain/tisu basah.

Sumber: mak, hana, wendy (sila rujuk utk cara letak lapisan biskut step by step)            
Gambar: later sbb card reader cant read anymore. dasar brg free. huh

Moving on to the new 'lekuk lama'

The teaching-reluctant-me is Back To Teaching

it's an SBP, methinks it should be better than the last time. ye lah budak2 pandai. i can just concentrate on delivering knowledge without having to yell every 15mins to stop the students from chatting loudly/sleeping or  for not bringing textbooks/workbooks/exercise books.

tapi setelah ditarbiah oleh PK1 me is feeling the heavy burden nowww. rupanya bila overall budak ialah pandai & mudah diajar,  cikgu kna target budak yg lemah/tak capai target so that depa bley selari dgn budak lain. i mean, personally engage - ask them what are their problems and give tuition to them. like staying after working hours for tuition?

and he reminded me to be creative in class, make the students feel attracted to English, encourage them to be eager to participate in class esp. the F2 students because apparently the batch is quite weak in Engl as compared to the other batches.

and he asked me to think about any extra/substantial English activities for the school cause they didnt have/dont yet have an English week and discuss with the ketua panitia for it.

YA RITE...so much for occupying free time while waiting for the real job....
so much for 'ikhlas' dalam bercikgu...

and the panicked-inclined receptor has just got the signals..

BAIKLAH
POSITIF
SAYA AKAN CUBA UNTUK IKHLAS DAN RAJIN DAN LEBIH KREATIF
insyaAllah, God be with me!

Sop Hayam Untuk JiwaRaga katanya (applicable to Sup Ayam only)

Selamat berpuasa 6 semua! (utk 3org pembaca blog ini termasuk tuan punya blog~sadis sadis~)

Semalam iyo yoo jo mau post ini resipi tapi last2 meMSWord je before melantak makan light2 titon. Intro br nk pikio at this exact time. so yg bwh ni copy paste je dr Word yg sempat ditulis tu. OK BAIKLAH TERUSKAN SAJA YA CIK CHEF RUBZ

Bahan-bahannya: (mengikut kronologi)

Bahan rebusan pertama

Separuh ekor ayam

Sebatang halia 

1 @ 2 inci lengkuas (optional)

Bahan tumisan

1 batang kulit kayu manis

2 kuntum bunga lawang

4 ketui/bijik bunga cengkih

1 bijik buah pelaga ('optional berat') a.k.a lagi afdol kalo ada here ai boh sebijik je sbb mami xske bau die

*lada hitam (optional berat, lg senang guna serbuk/dh dikisar punya)

*2 @ 3 ulas bwg besar

*3 @ 4 ulas bwg putih

*3 @ 4 inci halia kot (or sebatang yg kecik, ikut taste bud)

Bahan sayoq (sukahati byk manapon, pakai apa yg suka atau lebih tepat apa yg ada)

Kentang (ubi itu sayurka?)

carrot

celery/saderi [love it! Sgt wajib for sup daging/tulang/ekor]

cauliflawah/bunge kobis, babycorn, mushroom….zzzzzz (tak habis kot)

Bahan perasa

Garam

Serbuk perasa (kt umah guna perencah hilal – Islamic kannn :)

Daun sup dan daun bawang---yes, they both are an integral flavoring of any soup that u make.

Chicken stock (optional berat)
Lada hitam (kalo blom msk time rebus)

Lada sulah (optional)

Bawang goreng (optional)

Cara-caranya:

1.  Bahan rebusan pertama: Halia n lengkuas potong besar so xkompius dgn kentang karang. Rebus terus  semua dalam belanga sup. logiknya supaya ayam xhanyir dan wangi. Sambil2 tu sila sedia bhn2 tumis.

2.  Bahan tumisan: Potong benda2 * halus-halus atau kalo nk lagi mulus, tumbuk acara lepas tensen ngan lesung.Tumis segalanya dengan minyak yang agak2 cukup, jgn byk mcm td smlm :’<. Yg penting, tumis lama2 sikit smp wangiiii lembutttt serasiiiii gitew

3.  Agak2 bhn rebusan pertama da empuk muda (xempuk sgt la), masuk tumisan. Pastu buboh bahan sayoq pertama: kentang. Then biar semua encik protein, puan rempah dan abg potato bergaul mesra sesama depa.

4.  Dekat2 kentang nk empuk tu, boh la sayoq carrot sbb dia kan keras sket. Agak2 pastu boh la sayuran lain. p/s: mushroom n tomat boh last

5.  Throw in the bahan perasa secukupppp rasa. Using those as above, there’s no need for perencah sup segera, sup bonjot, tok ajiNoNoNo, maggi  seangkatan. Kena pandai rasa n agak2. Tapi kalo still xconfident pakai jelaa~

6.  Daun sup+daun bawang serta bawang goreng boleh letak lepas api ditutup. Hidang bersama bergediks daging emangnya nyaman bangat!

Snippet tips:

Orang slalu suka guna bawang merah utk tumisan.

Confession: sgt jarang ada bwg merah kt umah. Slalu guna je bwg besar sbb selama ni malas kupas I cant really differ their taste bila da jd gulai/sop/tomyam/msk merah/msk kunyit/kurma. 


OMG talking bout these really makes me hungry. Tp sekarang ialah 12:29am. Ok sedapkan hati td buka posa just terdaya mkn betik, sikit keping kopok ikan, begediks seketul, tiny bits of pedal msk lemak kicap je dan ayaq sirap bandung with love 5 glasses like seriously . NASI DAN SOP AYAM TAK SENTUH LAGI hahaha. dan adn dan esok sambung puasa lagi so sat lagi teringat2, kn. Bgn sahur kang mana nk masuk tekak sup2 ni. Okk mau pigi makannnn

>>> if u think or feel it makes a difference in using bwg merah / bwg besar for tumis, do tell me<<<

Credit to: cik ni, she got this recipe from Aussie master chef [hers got pictures step by step kemain, lagi jelas…tp siyes got time to snap snap cane tuu]

update: mkn utk sahur tadi sup tu rasa cm terlebey something...black pepper kah? white pepper kah? bhn tumisan kah? n rasa kurang jugak...mayb next time kna letak chicken stock kot.yg smlm tu tak letak sbb over yakin