gatai

one of the classes that i'm teaching asked me to be their guru pengiring for their year-end trip to Cameron Highland. seemed that they have asked other teachers but none are willing to go because of the PMR etc. aku pa lagi ketaq pala, kesian tu kesian, tp .................................. I'm not paid on weekends, guys, sy ni gaji hari je ~~~ lgpon tak pernah kot ikut rombongan skolah SEBAGAI cikgu.

ekculi seekculinya sy takut.

takut tak pandai control budak pastu dorg jd tak terkawal, 

takot tak pandai bergaul (e.g. memboringkan/awkward) dgn budak pastu affect r'ship kitorg/my teaching dlm kelas,

takot tak pandai kwl keadaan pastu ada bdk yg hilang/cedera/histeria/sakit

PALING TAKOT: tak pandai control diri sendiri............why????? sebabnya....

                  bila sy SANGAT menjadi diri sendiri, maka sy akan

                  - tak brapa nk matang dlm berpakaian (e.g. too casual/comell sangat)

                  - tak brapa nk berhemah dlm percakapan (pencarutan guna usual tongue pekat utara vs. English as in class je)

                  - tak brapa nk sopan santun dlm perlakuan (e.g. ghalit shopping/tido@mkn loklaq/kalut/cepat panik/overly laid back/garuk bontot/)

kesimpulannya = tak brapa ke'cikgu'an. lalu bila di kelas, bdk x bape respek

so knapa 'gatai?

just found out the other guru pengiring ====> my light crush (light=permulaan/main-main)

so

terus rasa gatai

ouw..meowwwww

kelirunyeeeeee nk pegi ke taknakkk

kebetulan time tu konvo. patut mmg xley ikot xkesahla gatai ke x. tp bdk2 tu snggup nk tukar tarikh trip ke the next week..adoh