kerja oh kerja di mana kau kerja

i'm panicking

its almost 3 months and still with no job. ok mmg la aritu jd cikgu ganti sekejap but i'm talking about real permanent job in which why i took (that particular) MA for - well because i want to change my path because i'm tired of being an english educator want to experience new things tp knape aku ckp psl ni padahal nkbitau otak yg sdg tensen sbb smp skrg takdek pon company yg acknowledge aku pnh anta resume ke dorg.

huh
should i further my phD plak?
tp haruslah akn kna dependent on scholarship pastu kna jd lecturer jugak...adoi
oh did i mention why tak suke tak suke tak suke jd educator?
omg banyak kot sbb musababnya tp sbb oleh kerna da dkt 3am so mau titoq dolu nxt time bley wat entry reasons of why i hate being a teacher

so mari tidoq dgn doa "ya tuhan bukakanlah pintu rezeki untukku dan kurniakanlah aku apa yg terbaik untukku" aamin