day 5 (on job)

my new life has started last Monday
new job, new house, new routes, new friends (+housemates). so basically this entry is my first impression on those subjects.

job
*project officer (librarian), contract-based (T.T)*
- for this first week, i was taught & instructed to do some 'input' on indexing, which basically relates to 'inputing' the labels or keywords that we use in finding books, theses/dissertation, magazines etc. kalo kitorg x buat korang xley cari buku kt OPAC ok.  


my impression so far? boring jugak. the same task on and on and on. maybe its because i'm still in the phase of learning kot. dan tak stress jugak. tak pernah lagila dengar orang2 sini mngeluh pasal keja. time jadi cikgu dolu, the first day dah tau all the problems, working pressure suma. mmg btolla kata orang, keja pejabat setakat kt pejabat je. habis waktu opis, ciao. kena tahan boring jela. dan kepayahan naik pangkat huhuhu.

which made me want to rethink of my future path. i mean, for all this time, i've been whining about being an educator dengan perangai students, workload, class preparation etc. but those things keep u moving actually. along the journey, u'll be able to develop in many aspects. kena rajin skek la, berfikir, belajar, menulis, publish etc. ur job opportunities depend solely on u, kau rajin, kau naik. tapi keja opis macam aku sekarang ni, kau rajin, kau tunggu org atas kau pencen/blah, kau amek test/pegi interview, baru kau naik. tu pon kalau kau lagi outstanding dengan pesaing2 lain. susah kn.

apakah aku harus berpatah balik ke teaching???????????????????
i really hate the indecisive me.


(ok cam panjang, so yang pasal rumah dan rakan baru itu next entry lah. mau sambung buat indexing. erk kantoi)